I Never Mad At All.. my dear....

Dear, i never mad at u at all. How come u think that way??? You never pissed me off, made me mad and i am SURE that u didn't disappointed me. Gosh... now i seriously felt so bad and guilty of not picking up ur call and reply ur sms.

Here, i am now clarify to you. Today my training ended very late, at 2pm. Once the training is over, we were rush to the restaurant to have our lunch. The buffet lunch will end at 2.30pm. So we got to rush there and have our quick lunch before they take away all their food. While eating, my colleagues, my manager and i were discussing all the things that we learned during the training. I was so busy till i forgot my phone was still in silence mode. Therefore, i didn't picked up ur call nor replying you since i never alert on my phone. Suddenly u appear in my brain when i back to office. I noticed it was really late and i know it is my fault. So, i tried to call you hoping you are still awake. At that moment i really fear that my beloved bf will just mad at me for ignoring him. Dear, i really didn't ignoring u. I was so busy. Also, i am actually quite depress during the training. I felt myself really stupid. I seriously want to improve myself but i really got no idea how to make myself better in such a short period. I swear, i really do think of u today, but late. This is because something was bothering me (my work). Again, sorry for making u to feel bad today. I seriously pray hard that u could sleep well after i returned the call.
I LOVE YOU ALWAY...