Thursday, February 19, 2009

I am such a lousy gf

I gotto admit tat i am a serious lousy gf. I dun even know my bf was down when i am talking with him in the phone. Worst was i am still disturbing him and demanding him to persuade me when i MANJA. Besides, i alway awake him from sleep and also delay his sleeping time. I am so bad. However, i jus love being manja by him, love hearing his sexy voice before i sleep. What should i do to change my bad habbit??

Dear, i am sorry that i didn't make u feel better but worst, after the phone conversation in the afternoon. I feel so bad and so guilty now. My heart is squeezing. I am affraid now. Affraid that u might u jus left me alone and follow another pretty, sweet, polite, smart.. etc etc gal away. Fear that a gal suddenly appear in front of u and she got the ability to fulfill all the request u asked for it. Suddenly i hate myself so much. Why am i so lousy? Why am i so rude? Why am i so impolite? Why am i so weak in persuading? Why i duno how to sweet talk? Why WHY why???

1 comment:

ht said...

NO... BABY... YOU ARE THE BEST AND SWEETEST GF.... MUACKS... In fact, i felt better yesterday after talking to u before u left for medical center. Thanks for being so caring and sweet I love you! ok gotta go.. i have a meeting later.. See ya...
Muacks love you forever and ever... muacks...