I Never Mad At All.. my dear....

Dear, i never mad at u at all. How come u think that way??? You never pissed me off, made me mad and i am SURE that u didn't disappointed me. Gosh... now i seriously felt so bad and guilty of not picking up ur call and reply ur sms.

Here, i am now clarify to you. Today my training ended very late, at 2pm. Once the training is over, we were rush to the restaurant to have our lunch. The buffet lunch will end at 2.30pm. So we got to rush there and have our quick lunch before they take away all their food. While eating, my colleagues, my manager and i were discussing all the things that we learned during the training. I was so busy till i forgot my phone was still in silence mode. Therefore, i didn't picked up ur call nor replying you since i never alert on my phone. Suddenly u appear in my brain when i back to office. I noticed it was really late and i know it is my fault. So, i tried to call you hoping you are still awake. At that moment i really fear that my beloved bf will just mad at me for ignoring him. Dear, i really didn't ignoring u. I was so busy. Also, i am actually quite depress during the training. I felt myself really stupid. I seriously want to improve myself but i really got no idea how to make myself better in such a short period. I swear, i really do think of u today, but late. This is because something was bothering me (my work). Again, sorry for making u to feel bad today. I seriously pray hard that u could sleep well after i returned the call.
I LOVE YOU ALWAY...

Company Dinner

I am having company training by an Italy DR these days at Armanda Hotel. Those outstation colleagues are also here in KL for the training. It is tired but i do enjoy a lot since all my colleagues are very friendly and nice. After the training, we went to One World Hotel to have our company dinner (can't remember the restaurant name). Sad to say, i only get the chance to snap few photos with one colleague (same intake as me) before the buffet dinner started because both of us are early!!

Dear, these are the photo taken with my colleague named Sharon. :)

Sweet Memory

I miss the days when you are in Malaysia. Praying so much and praying so hard to wish the days will arrive again very very soon!!!!!

I am such a lousy gf

I gotto admit tat i am a serious lousy gf. I dun even know my bf was down when i am talking with him in the phone. Worst was i am still disturbing him and demanding him to persuade me when i MANJA. Besides, i alway awake him from sleep and also delay his sleeping time. I am so bad. However, i jus love being manja by him, love hearing his sexy voice before i sleep. What should i do to change my bad habbit??

Dear, i am sorry that i didn't make u feel better but worst, after the phone conversation in the afternoon. I feel so bad and so guilty now. My heart is squeezing. I am affraid now. Affraid that u might u jus left me alone and follow another pretty, sweet, polite, smart.. etc etc gal away. Fear that a gal suddenly appear in front of u and she got the ability to fulfill all the request u asked for it. Suddenly i hate myself so much. Why am i so lousy? Why am i so rude? Why am i so impolite? Why am i so weak in persuading? Why i duno how to sweet talk? Why WHY why???

Phone LCD Screen Broken

Dear, what a bad new for me. When i am on the way to sg.long for teaching classes, i realized that my phone's LCD screen has broken. I cant see the screen at all. It is all black in colour. I try to call my bro and asked for help, then only i notice that my phone already barred due to the over usage (haven pay money, LAZY). I will pay the phone bill tomorrow if i passed by any maxis centre.
Anyway, i have send my phone to the shop where i bought my phone. Probably by 2mr noon time they will let me know how much for them to repair. They said roughly RM200 or more. Haih... very sad@!!! Oh yea, u mus be curious why my lcd screen broken. The sale person said maybe there is something hard inside my bag pressed the lcd screen and my phone lcd screen is too thin/fragile, therefore, easily broke even though i didn't drop on the floor. :(
Right now, i am using the extra phone that daddy holding. Praying hard that my phone can be repaired by 2mr.

So sweet....

Hahaaa.. dear, the mv is so meaningful. All the stuff that the gal have done to the guy is so sweet and touch. Although it is meaningful, it is still a sad mv lah!!! Luckily u have highlighted that u never want to break with me. Else i going hide under my table and cry like nobody business.

Dear, i promise i will try my best to learn how to cook DELICIOUS food. Also, i believe myself that i can do it!!! My food surely can lum sei my dear!!!! The time will arrive very soon, dun worry. However, i dun dare helping u to trim your messy mustache. I scare accidentally cut ur skin. My heart will feel the pain deeply at that moment. :(

Dear, i will surely do all the sweet stuff to you. Mayb i am not good enough, but dear must alway remind me, ok?? If there is anything i dun do it good, do it nicely, mus let me know. As u know, ur gf very lousy and not sweet at all. Therefore, correct me or remind me. I'll learn. :)
Dear, love u so so much. Muaks!!!!

Did he notice my blog?

Hmm... i wrote this blog for someone to read... but is he reading it????
I doubt~

What am i doing???

Missing u so much. Just dun understand why i love u so so so much. Angry with u also i call u back. So unlike the normal me... Not my style at all... What have u done to me??? Dear, u know how to bomoh ppl izzit??? No wonder i alway crave for u crazily lah!!!

Fine Fine Fine...

Wat is all these........... heartbroken!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sleep is de best way!!!!!

Aizks...

Supposingly felt very happy seeing him on9. But he actually wake up for work not for me. Emo dy... Sleep and don't want to think anything...................................................

Bday Present from Dear

This is the bag given by my dear as a bday present. Wah, my tears almost drop when i received it. Too touched, too happy and i felt extremely warm when he passed this present to me. All the words from his mouth was so sweet and nice. LUM SEI dy!!! Luckily i get to control my tears. Else i going to look like a ghost on tat day due to my make up had smear!! As usual lah, go out dating mah... sure ban leng leng, make up a bit... but weird thing was, he dun like at all. He prefer me in casual look. Hmmm... so so so diff from others. The "unique-ness" of him. Mayb this is also one of the reason i like him. Hahaa....

Dear, i love u so so much!! Thanks for choosing me as your gf and the most important thanks for loving me. I felt so lucky that i have you as my bf. Muaks!!!