Buy Buy Buy........

Yesterday I went to midvalley, found something i really like and i bought it after thinking for a short while. Do you curious why am i still thinking although i like it very much?? I am still considering because i know i am now having financial problem --> JOBLESS!!!
Haahaa..... :p

for my hair.... so cute!!

for my ears, so elegant!! :p

Finally, i got my ballet performance tickets from midvalley!!! This tickets cost me RM128. Seats almost sold out, forced to take the side seat! So sad............ However, i am still very satisfied because i got the ticket finally and i can't wait to watch it!!! Hohooo....

After i back from midvalley, i received a mini present. I was so shocked!!! The gift showed as below. Please guess, WHO GAVE THIS TO ME???

Do u Agree???

When i was surfing net, this sentence attracted me.....

“男人是用来靠的，所以要可靠；”

“女人是用来爱的，所以要可爱。”

Dear, do you agree with it??? :p

I'm Graduated!

I am graduated finally. This graduation cap and rope are really hard to wear it. Thanks dear for accompany me to pass all these difficult life. I hope you will always stay beside me, support me, love me and never change forever...

Sad or Happy day?

Today should be a sad or a happy day... i keep question myself...

Finally u are back to Malaysia, we went for movie, dinner, shopping, vacation, etc... everything look so perfect, seems so great. However, it spoiled by someone which is so important for you..

Dear, you are very important to me. I know all the things you have done for me. I felt how strong is your love to me. You touches me...... Whenever i wanted to find someone to talk with, you will always the first pop out in my mind. Whenever i am sad or happy, you will be the first i wish to share with. Although you stay at the other part of the earth, far away from me... i still feel that you are always beside me. However, things changed after you back to Malaysia for this holiday. In future, will our relationship still remains? I seriously worry. I am afraid.....

Happy Birthday to Dear...

Happy Birthday to you....
Happy Birthday to you....
Happy Birthday to my DEAR TUCK....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

Dear, again i want to say sorry to you because i didn't send you the greeting cards. I know i am so wrong this time for being so forgetful. Hope you will forgive me.
Another year passed, although i couldn't celebrate your birthday with you again this year. However, i hope in the future i can have more chances and more time spending with you.. singing birthday song in front of you.

Here, i wish all your dreams come true, all the best in your career. STAY HAPPY always... Love you forever!! Muaks!!!

Love u..

saje saje...

Jus simply write a post over here..... SOMEONE abandon this for too long!! I mus take action liao!

Words from my heart....

I know u disagree I start with online business. I have such thinking because I know in coming months; I will not have enough money to spend. That’s why I am trying to find ways to earn money. So coincidence, shing shuang told me she wants to do online business. Therefore, we thought of doing it together. I was so excited and the first people I want to share is, you. Unfortunately u indirectly demotivated me and makes me dun feel like explain further.

I thought u should understand that a gal’s nature is to shop. For me, I just wana share my shopping experience with you. Sometimes I just feel like treating myself with something nice once a while. Something I wish to owned it. Compared to my frens, I thought I bought the least but didn’t know in ur eyes, I still spending a lot. However, I won’t tell all these to you anymore as I promised. Hopefully things happened recently will not happened again in future.

My thought......

The day before ytday, i cried...
The day before today, i unhappy...
Today i feel much much more better after reading sweet blog from you...
This make me feel comfortable to tell you what's inside my mind, my feeling as well as my thought.

I know i always ask you a lot of silly question,
This is just because i really care.

I care all the things you have done for me,
I care all the words you have told me,
I care all the singles thing that happened to you daily,
I care for you so DEEPLY....

When i cry, you will be cry,
When i sad, you will be sad,
When i worry, you will be worry,
When i am in trouble, you will solved my problems,
When i am away from you, you will call me day by day...

I know i am having bad temper,
I know it is bad to have such habit,
When i argue with you,
I feel a knife cutting deep into my hearts.

I know you do anything to make me happy,
I know you do everything to make me feel good,
But, do you know that,
My love for you grows more.....

I think about u day and night,
You are in my mind day and night,
You are in my heart day and night,
I hope you will never leave my side.

I am not asking you to give me your everything,
I just want to be with you ever so much,
Together you and me,
To built up our family, our next generation...

Not appreciated

I am not appreciated by aunt. How can this happened to me. I am so so so disappointed!!
NVM, i will show her my very best!!! Time can prove it!! Dear, will u support me forever??

stress

Stress stress stress... i need a vacation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dono..

Dono... i mayb think too much. I dono wat is ur thinking, dono wat u wan...
Sometimes i felt that i no longer myself but jus follow wat u wan me to do. Out of sudden, i felt my behave, react is not me anymore but jus fulfill to be ur ideal gf style.
You said i dono u well. I dono ur fav food....... until now, i really dono how to ask u. If i asked, it sound not sincere at all because i will jus get an answer from u. Dear, why u never try to hint me or jus tell me like wat i have done to u. I know i am very lousy... a lot a lot lousy. But i seriously dono how to improve myself to be a better one.
Sorry that making u moodless early in the morning. Sorry that i have spoiled your mood while u purposely wake up to find me. I seriously dono wat to say besides sorry...

My Pictures...

I felt my dear wish to see my pictures. Although i don't understand why he behave this way so sudden, i just want to fulfill what he wants... because i really LOVE him!!!!! The pictures below are the pictures i can find in my computer!!! Hehee... Hope u enjoy it!! :p

Both of the pictures above are the pictures taken during the endoscopy event. I still remember i was so angry with dear on the last day of the event (Sunday) but i cant recall what is the main cause. Hehehe....
From left: Sharon, Joselyn, ME, and my manager Shanie.




My family & relatives were attending my little cousin 1 year old birthday party!!

Dear, not sure whether i have send these two picture to you. Having short memory here, totally cant remember at all. However, i just post it here in case you haven seen before since these two pictures consider 'quite' new. Sorry la, recently didn't snap many photos. Hahaa...

Tired weekend

I know this will be a tired weekend. Sorry my dear for didn't accompany u for long. I hope you understand. Student's exam is around... i am stress with it because they didn't dance up to my expectation. I worry their results will decline a lot compared to last year. That is why i spend out my only half hour break time to teach them and also delay another hour just for them to practice more. I believe tomorrow going to be another even more tiring day because i got to wake up early and work. After work, i will be attending my cousin (my house baby) 1 year old party near my grandma house. The worst was, Monday i going out with my manager again because we going to treat the UROLOGIST a lunch. Probably the specialist will ffk us but i sincerely hope everything goes fluent, no blockage...

Jia You...

Dear, i know u are stress too. Let's add oil together!!!!! Love u!!

Again, sorry for couldn't talk much with you today. I am actually rushing to have my lunch then straight to Menara Sunway and meet up with my manager for an appointment. Sorry again!! Although couldn't talk much with u, u r still always in my mind, in my heart. I will non-stop missing you! MUAKS!!!

I need a vacation...

I am so tired... i really wish that i can let go all the things that i been busy with and throw everything behind, go for a vacation. But, i can't!!! I really wish to take a long break and enjoy my life jus like what my other frens did. Haih..........

Miss u!!!

Dear, sorry that i couldn't talk much with u today even it is a holiday over here. Even don't have the time to sweet talk with you, but i would like to let u know... i still missing u, very very much... Muaks!!!

TIRED!!!!

I AM SO TIRED!!!!! Went out to work before 7am, work untill 7.15pm. Rush to ballet centre and reached at 8.30 due to traffic jam. Teach untill 10pm. Dinner after 10pm. Reached home at 11.40pm. 2mr need to wake up at 8am. No time to break for lunch tomorrow and non-stop teaching untill 4pm. Oh my god, it is so tiring!!!!

I Am Not A Good Teacher

I am not a good teacher.. My students dance badly during this trial exam. They have so much to learn. I dono why all the things that i have taught them, they have actually forget and just standing over there and wait the music to start. Gosh, i am super pressure!!! I going to faint already... My auntie actually indirect say something to hint me. I feel so down and so stress......

Angry but I Controlled

My auntie called me again when i was teaching ballet. She again asked me to replace her class on Friday. I did told her that i am free but once i asked for the pay, she still insist on the price she suggested last week. Of course i rejected her again. However, what really made me pissed was, she sound like ordering me to do this and do that.. also some other things which really make me unhappy with it. Anyway, she is still my auntie and still consider my boss, i TAHANNN...

I Never Mad At All.. my dear....

Dear, i never mad at u at all. How come u think that way??? You never pissed me off, made me mad and i am SURE that u didn't disappointed me. Gosh... now i seriously felt so bad and guilty of not picking up ur call and reply ur sms.

Here, i am now clarify to you. Today my training ended very late, at 2pm. Once the training is over, we were rush to the restaurant to have our lunch. The buffet lunch will end at 2.30pm. So we got to rush there and have our quick lunch before they take away all their food. While eating, my colleagues, my manager and i were discussing all the things that we learned during the training. I was so busy till i forgot my phone was still in silence mode. Therefore, i didn't picked up ur call nor replying you since i never alert on my phone. Suddenly u appear in my brain when i back to office. I noticed it was really late and i know it is my fault. So, i tried to call you hoping you are still awake. At that moment i really fear that my beloved bf will just mad at me for ignoring him. Dear, i really didn't ignoring u. I was so busy. Also, i am actually quite depress during the training. I felt myself really stupid. I seriously want to improve myself but i really got no idea how to make myself better in such a short period. I swear, i really do think of u today, but late. This is because something was bothering me (my work). Again, sorry for making u to feel bad today. I seriously pray hard that u could sleep well after i returned the call.
I LOVE YOU ALWAY...

Company Dinner

I am having company training by an Italy DR these days at Armanda Hotel. Those outstation colleagues are also here in KL for the training. It is tired but i do enjoy a lot since all my colleagues are very friendly and nice. After the training, we went to One World Hotel to have our company dinner (can't remember the restaurant name). Sad to say, i only get the chance to snap few photos with one colleague (same intake as me) before the buffet dinner started because both of us are early!!

Dear, these are the photo taken with my colleague named Sharon. :)

Sweet Memory

I miss the days when you are in Malaysia. Praying so much and praying so hard to wish the days will arrive again very very soon!!!!!

I am such a lousy gf

I gotto admit tat i am a serious lousy gf. I dun even know my bf was down when i am talking with him in the phone. Worst was i am still disturbing him and demanding him to persuade me when i MANJA. Besides, i alway awake him from sleep and also delay his sleeping time. I am so bad. However, i jus love being manja by him, love hearing his sexy voice before i sleep. What should i do to change my bad habbit??

Dear, i am sorry that i didn't make u feel better but worst, after the phone conversation in the afternoon. I feel so bad and so guilty now. My heart is squeezing. I am affraid now. Affraid that u might u jus left me alone and follow another pretty, sweet, polite, smart.. etc etc gal away. Fear that a gal suddenly appear in front of u and she got the ability to fulfill all the request u asked for it. Suddenly i hate myself so much. Why am i so lousy? Why am i so rude? Why am i so impolite? Why am i so weak in persuading? Why i duno how to sweet talk? Why WHY why???

Phone LCD Screen Broken

Dear, what a bad new for me. When i am on the way to sg.long for teaching classes, i realized that my phone's LCD screen has broken. I cant see the screen at all. It is all black in colour. I try to call my bro and asked for help, then only i notice that my phone already barred due to the over usage (haven pay money, LAZY). I will pay the phone bill tomorrow if i passed by any maxis centre.
Anyway, i have send my phone to the shop where i bought my phone. Probably by 2mr noon time they will let me know how much for them to repair. They said roughly RM200 or more. Haih... very sad@!!! Oh yea, u mus be curious why my lcd screen broken. The sale person said maybe there is something hard inside my bag pressed the lcd screen and my phone lcd screen is too thin/fragile, therefore, easily broke even though i didn't drop on the floor. :(
Right now, i am using the extra phone that daddy holding. Praying hard that my phone can be repaired by 2mr.

So sweet....

Hahaaa.. dear, the mv is so meaningful. All the stuff that the gal have done to the guy is so sweet and touch. Although it is meaningful, it is still a sad mv lah!!! Luckily u have highlighted that u never want to break with me. Else i going hide under my table and cry like nobody business.

Dear, i promise i will try my best to learn how to cook DELICIOUS food. Also, i believe myself that i can do it!!! My food surely can lum sei my dear!!!! The time will arrive very soon, dun worry. However, i dun dare helping u to trim your messy mustache. I scare accidentally cut ur skin. My heart will feel the pain deeply at that moment. :(

Dear, i will surely do all the sweet stuff to you. Mayb i am not good enough, but dear must alway remind me, ok?? If there is anything i dun do it good, do it nicely, mus let me know. As u know, ur gf very lousy and not sweet at all. Therefore, correct me or remind me. I'll learn. :)
Dear, love u so so much. Muaks!!!!

Did he notice my blog?

Hmm... i wrote this blog for someone to read... but is he reading it????
I doubt~

What am i doing???

Missing u so much. Just dun understand why i love u so so so much. Angry with u also i call u back. So unlike the normal me... Not my style at all... What have u done to me??? Dear, u know how to bomoh ppl izzit??? No wonder i alway crave for u crazily lah!!!

Fine Fine Fine...

Wat is all these........... heartbroken!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sleep is de best way!!!!!

Aizks...

Supposingly felt very happy seeing him on9. But he actually wake up for work not for me. Emo dy... Sleep and don't want to think anything...................................................

Bday Present from Dear

This is the bag given by my dear as a bday present. Wah, my tears almost drop when i received it. Too touched, too happy and i felt extremely warm when he passed this present to me. All the words from his mouth was so sweet and nice. LUM SEI dy!!! Luckily i get to control my tears. Else i going to look like a ghost on tat day due to my make up had smear!! As usual lah, go out dating mah... sure ban leng leng, make up a bit... but weird thing was, he dun like at all. He prefer me in casual look. Hmmm... so so so diff from others. The "unique-ness" of him. Mayb this is also one of the reason i like him. Hahaa....

Dear, i love u so so much!! Thanks for choosing me as your gf and the most important thanks for loving me. I felt so lucky that i have you as my bf. Muaks!!!

He is back...

Time flies.. He is back to USA again early in the morning. I felt so sad and couldn't sleep well last night. Happy time always passed fast. I have enjoyed to the max when he is in Malaysia!! Dear, thanks for ur accompany... although my shoulder pain when u r in Malaysia, i still enjoy very much by spending time with u. Miss u alway!!!!

1st Day...

I felt so happy today. Dear is back from usa for CNY holiday. Finally get the chance to meet up and of course did date with him..... Enjoy a lot today!!!! Dear, thanks for the gift you brought to me. I love the chocolate so much.. The brand (Lindf) is one of the chocolate i LOVE the most!!!! Daddy said Dove chocolate is nice also. Hehehe... The Dior lipstick also suitable on me. Will surely apply it and show it to u!!! Thanks you very very much!! Love u my dear!!!

My New Mobile Phone

So sad, my old mobile phone spoiled already. Luckily my dear get me a new mobile phone, E66. So nice!!! I love it so much!!!! Thank you very much dear!!! Waiting to insert more new songs and photos. Want to take more photos with u, my dear. One more week to go. Can't wait for it!!! Hehee.... Love you!!!!

Tenji Japanese Buffet Restaurant

Last night, mom's best pal treat my family to a newly open japanese buffet restaurant at Mont Kiara. Their concept is similar to Jogoya Restaurant at Star Hill. Here are the photos taken in the restaurant.

The outside view

Chocolate chocolate... yummy yummy..

Part time bar gal!!

Inside View I

Inside View II

Inside View III

Lamb

How many slices you want??

I hate this...

My Family

Answering "the call of nature" after meal!