Unhappy

I have changed my blogspot address in the noon when i am having a short meeting with my ex neighbour. He saw my blog's address, and i am sure that he will tease and laugh at me after reading my blog. Also, there is another reason for changing the address. My ex neighbour, his family and most of his relative do know my parents. I am worry that rumours will spread around, that is why i decided to change to something that he couldn't find by just searching my name through internet.

I chatted with my bf just now before he left for work. He told me that one of his female friend msn him and asked for his address. Should he or shouldn't he give her, he asked me. For me, i don't mind him giving the address to his friend. The problem is, i used to ask him for his address in several occassions but he refused to give me due to the reasons that he doesn't want me to spend money on delivering stuff that i will buy for him. He don't want me to waste money. I was so touched actually. However, he told me that he will give me the address first before giving it to his friend. So the next msg, he typed his address to me. Dear, it is not that i don't trust you. I am just unhappy. I asked you the address for a few times but you refused to give it to me. In the end, you gave me the address just because you want to give it to your friend. Somehow, i felt that, just because she wants the address from you and you want to tell her only then you gave me your address. This also meant that you changed your initial plan of which was not giving me your address to giving just so that your friend can have your address because you felt that i should know your address first. Seriously, i was hurt just now. All I can do is just to keep quiet without saying much. Worst of all that you typed to me, you regretted and made a mistake by telling me these. LAGI hurt!!! Maybe guys think very simple and girls think too much, narrower and more complicated.