Blur...

Gosh, I don’t know today is a public holiday, Nuzul Al-Quran Day till my friend told me few minutes ago. Haha… now I know why ss asked to go One Utama, Delicious Restaurant and have lunch together. Oh ya, the holiday is under Selangor only. Therefore, cannot blame that I am blur since I am a PURE KL girl!!! My ballet training studio is under KL area, so, I will still have ballet training at night. That would be my last day to “pia” a.k.a fight (training super hard) before going for the ballet exam on Thursday, 18/9/08. Talk about this ballet exam, I got so many story to tell.. In this world, there are less than 10% male examiners. The last time that RAD (Royal Academy of Dance) sends a male examiner to Malaysia was 30 years ago. This time, they send 2 examiners, a female and a male. I don’t know whether I am lucky or unlucky, I got the male examiner, scare scare... I am going for advance 1 level examination. Always heard from other saying, who who who failed last year, this is the dono how many times going for this exam again. Quite many people failed before because the syllabus are really tough. I am so worry!!! I always ask myself, do I actually ready for the ballet exam? Yes, I did although there are some exercises I couldn’t dance stably, nicely. I think I can pass, but at the same time I worry that the result I got will disappointed my teacher. What he wants from me is not just a pass but more than that. I really feel stress and pressure. I hope I can score higher not only for my teacher, also for myself but sometimes lucks is more important during the exam day. You can practice everyday and trained till you can dance almost perfectly, but once you got no luck during exam, accident might happened such as twist the leg, felt down, off balance, etc etc… Marks of course will deduct lo!!! Sad right??? This is what I really worry the most. I hope and praying hard that everything go fluently on that day! Unlimited luck needed!!!!

This is one of the pictures taken years ago when we preparing for Grade 8 exam!!