Tagged

1. Spell your name without the A('s)?
~> I don't have any A in my name!!

2.Are you afraid of clowns?
~> Nope.

3. What's your favorite number[s]?
~> Probably numbers that will bring me luck but I don't even know what is my lucky numbers.

4. What is/are your favorite color[s]?
~> What ever colour that make me look PRETTY. *shy*

5. Least favorite color/s?
~> What ever colour that make me look UGLY.. *crap*

6. What are you listening to?
~> Josh Groban... Love his voice so much!!!
~> Maksim... Play piano like nobody business.... YING ah!!!!

7. Are you happy with your life right now?
~> Happy, just into relationship.. 热恋中...

8. What are your favorite subjects in school?
~> Math

9. Do you shop at malls?
~> Yeah

10. Where do you wish you were right now?
~> USA. My love is there!! Hahaa....

11. What should you be doing right now?
~> Sleeping

12. Do you have a crush on anyone?
~> Few weeks ago, YES. Now, known as IN LOVE. Hahaa... *tak tau malu*

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?
~> Yea...

Can you roll your tongue?
~> Yea...

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?
~> Nope. I think my face will turned when i see blood.

Do you like roller coasters?
~> Used to play with my friends during vacation. Now i don't think i still got the guts to play it. I am too old for those games!!!

Do you want to be a firefighter?
~> Never.

What was the last thing you drank:
~> Water.

CURRENTLY :
Pants?
~> Yea.

Tattoos?
~> Nope.

Happy?
~> Yea but tired with ballet.

OTHER STUFF
1. Do you hate liars?
~> Yes. Hate it so MUCH!!!

2. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
~> Tough guys so that i can feel being protected by him.

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired boys?
~> Dark haired.

4. What have you done in your past that you regret?
~> Never study hard.

5. Do you have a guy best friend?
~> Yes.

6. What do you want to be when you grow up?
~> Marry myself away!!

7. Did you ever have your heart broken?
~> Yes

8. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
~> Nope.

9. How are things between you and your parents?
~> GOOD!!

10. Do you like your life?
~> Yes.

11. What is your favorite love movie?
~> A lot. Currently popped out into my mind was, DIRTY DANCE.

12. Do you forgive or forget?
~> I will forgive and FORGET as well.

13. Has anyone close passed away?
~> Yes

14. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
~> Yes

15. Do you ever wish you were famous?
~> No

16. Do you wish you were a boy?
~> Yes. So i will not feel the PAIN at least once in a month.

17. Do you hear a song that reminds you about him/her?
~> No.

I was tagged by Vivian.. Now it's my turn. Dear HT, you are proudly tag by ME!!!

相遇你

我能够认识你就感到幸福，
年轻时我没能爱你，
是因为我们从不相识，
待到人生匆匆走过，
我们再次相遇，
这时的我爱上你也不晚。

你我的相遇本是一中巧合，
无意中这条线向你我渐渐逼近，
再次遇见你之后，
深深地被你吸引，
深深地爱上你，
那一刻心底已经认定你就是我的唯一。

Unhappy

I have changed my blogspot address in the noon when i am having a short meeting with my ex neighbour. He saw my blog's address, and i am sure that he will tease and laugh at me after reading my blog. Also, there is another reason for changing the address. My ex neighbour, his family and most of his relative do know my parents. I am worry that rumours will spread around, that is why i decided to change to something that he couldn't find by just searching my name through internet.

I chatted with my bf just now before he left for work. He told me that one of his female friend msn him and asked for his address. Should he or shouldn't he give her, he asked me. For me, i don't mind him giving the address to his friend. The problem is, i used to ask him for his address in several occassions but he refused to give me due to the reasons that he doesn't want me to spend money on delivering stuff that i will buy for him. He don't want me to waste money. I was so touched actually. However, he told me that he will give me the address first before giving it to his friend. So the next msg, he typed his address to me. Dear, it is not that i don't trust you. I am just unhappy. I asked you the address for a few times but you refused to give it to me. In the end, you gave me the address just because you want to give it to your friend. Somehow, i felt that, just because she wants the address from you and you want to tell her only then you gave me your address. This also meant that you changed your initial plan of which was not giving me your address to giving just so that your friend can have your address because you felt that i should know your address first. Seriously, i was hurt just now. All I can do is just to keep quiet without saying much. Worst of all that you typed to me, you regretted and made a mistake by telling me these. LAGI hurt!!! Maybe guys think very simple and girls think too much, narrower and more complicated.

Unsatisfied but It's Over

Finally my ballet exam is over. However, I am not satisfied with my performance today. I felt that I danced better during the training classes compared today. Feel so down and so sad once I complete my exam. The only way to console myself is; it's over, i should feel free and wait for the result. Hopefully I pass the exam but at the same time, the greedy I, hoping to score more than pass. Will my dreams come true? Hmm, I think the chances are quite slim…

Anyway, after the ballet exam, I went to mid valley. Vivian was there for the topshop topman “student lock in”. We can get 20% discount on all regular price items by just flash our student card. I managed to meet her and start searching the thing i want. I got myself a red dress (spotted last time) and a short pant. Vivian got herself two tops. Unfortunately, I didn’t get the chance to see her trying on her tops because she tried earlier before I reach mid valley.

Today, I feel like calling my bf for a short talk. It is early morning at his place. He might be busy preparing to work else still sleeping. That is why I don’t have the gut to call him in the end, worried bothering him. Suddenly, I saw his name pop out in msn. Wah, i felt so happy and of course I told him I am unhappy due to the bad exam performance today. He said "failed already nevermind, still got me". Hmm... sound like cursing me to fail the exam right? Dear, my exam result only out after months la. Hohooo.. However, i still feel sweet and warm!!

ballet exam

Exam exam exam... Tomorrow at 2.45pm, I will be inside a ballet centre named Federal Academy of Ballet (FAB), PJ for my ballet exam. Stress stress stress… Few hours ago were my last practice before I go for the ballet exam. Luckily, in the practice, i manage to do almost all the exercise (of course there are some still no stable, especially turning exercise, :( aizks ). When I about to leave the studio after my training, suddenly my teacher came out from the teaching class, and gave me a big hug!!! Gosh, I was so surprise. He wishes me good luck and all the best for my coming exam. He said “puiyen, you sure can do it. No problem for you at all.” Wah, I was so happy till feel like flying up to sky. Ever since I paid the exam fees, months training, he never gave me confident at all. Everytime, he will just shake his head after seeing my dances. My confident from high slowly drop to the minimum. Today, he gains back my confident. I was so happy!!! Yes, Mr.Wong, I will definitely try my super best tomorrow, will not disappointed you. I might not score distinction, but I promise I will try my best. Hehee…

Besides, also wants to thank to my lovely bf for his mentally support. Your supports mean a lot to me. Know you were so busy with your work, but make sure, do take care of your health at the same time. Rest more and drink more water. Don’t give your body a chance to fall sick. Miss you always!

Blur...

Gosh, I don’t know today is a public holiday, Nuzul Al-Quran Day till my friend told me few minutes ago. Haha… now I know why ss asked to go One Utama, Delicious Restaurant and have lunch together. Oh ya, the holiday is under Selangor only. Therefore, cannot blame that I am blur since I am a PURE KL girl!!! My ballet training studio is under KL area, so, I will still have ballet training at night. That would be my last day to “pia” a.k.a fight (training super hard) before going for the ballet exam on Thursday, 18/9/08. Talk about this ballet exam, I got so many story to tell.. In this world, there are less than 10% male examiners. The last time that RAD (Royal Academy of Dance) sends a male examiner to Malaysia was 30 years ago. This time, they send 2 examiners, a female and a male. I don’t know whether I am lucky or unlucky, I got the male examiner, scare scare... I am going for advance 1 level examination. Always heard from other saying, who who who failed last year, this is the dono how many times going for this exam again. Quite many people failed before because the syllabus are really tough. I am so worry!!! I always ask myself, do I actually ready for the ballet exam? Yes, I did although there are some exercises I couldn’t dance stably, nicely. I think I can pass, but at the same time I worry that the result I got will disappointed my teacher. What he wants from me is not just a pass but more than that. I really feel stress and pressure. I hope I can score higher not only for my teacher, also for myself but sometimes lucks is more important during the exam day. You can practice everyday and trained till you can dance almost perfectly, but once you got no luck during exam, accident might happened such as twist the leg, felt down, off balance, etc etc… Marks of course will deduct lo!!! Sad right??? This is what I really worry the most. I hope and praying hard that everything go fluently on that day! Unlimited luck needed!!!!

This is one of the pictures taken years ago when we preparing for Grade 8 exam!!

谢谢....

谢谢你对我的改观；
谢谢你对我的疼爱；
谢谢你对我的关心；
谢谢你对我的关怀；
谢谢你对我的用心；
谢谢你对我的欣赏；
谢谢你对我的等候；
谢谢你对我的思念；
谢谢你对我的想念；
谢谢你对我的坦诚；
谢谢你所给我的爱；
谢谢你给我的陪伴；
谢谢你的勇敢追求；
是你，让我尝爱的滋味；
是你，让我觉得很幸福；
一切一切，都很谢谢你；
你所付出的，永记在我心中。

Kin Kin Pan Mee

This morning, viv came and pick me up to kin kin restaurant at pandah indah. Kin Kin pan mee is one of my favourite food. I love to eat pan mee, i crave for it! Besides that, there is another story behind as well. My bf's 1st impression on me was really bad. He thoughts i was a spoiled brat during tuition time. After he graduated, we meet again, and he thoughts i was a clubbing gal, a gal which love to play guy's heart... *sob sob*... does my look really reflects such impression??? Luckily, he changed his thoughts through the conversation when we having our brunch at kin kin pan mee months ago.. So, should i thanks to kin kin restaurant because it indirectly send me a nice bf to me? Hahaa...

This is the Kin Kin pan mee Restaurant i went with Vivian this moring.

Later, i will send an invitation to my bf for him to join me in this blog. Hmm.. i wonder will he accept it? If yes, the title of my blog going to change. Hehehe... Let's wait and see...

My First Post...

100908. What a nice date, 10-9-8.. did you all realized the number is decreasing? Yea, this is the date i create my blog and write my first post. You guys must be curious, why i will have the form to write blog since i am such a LAZY girl. Of course, i will not do thing without any reasons...

Firstly, i create this blog to release my thought, feeling and the most important, this is a diary where I'll store the good and the bad memories/events/occurance/happenings in my life.
Secondly, someone said that he want to read my blog. Therefore, i am now creating a blog. Hahaa... Yea yea, i know you all will ask, who is him??? Why is he so important??? *Shy* Oh, he is my bf. My officially boyfriend since yesterday. :D
Thirdly, my good friend, vivian actually inspire me to write blog when i mentioned to her that i got the impetuous to start a blog. She said "puiyen, go start a blog.. not only can improve your language but also for my bf to read." Oh ya, i have to tell out that, i never thought of writing a blog earlier because i always think that my language is weak. People might laughing or teasing inside their heart when they read my blog. Hehee... However, vivian gave me inspire and encourage to start this. Thanks viv....

As above, this is how i ended up with my first post. Hehehe.... Cacat? I think so. Sound like writing a lab report, with full of methods and procedures.. Muahaa... I don't hope much, just don't tease my weak language is more than enough!! Nyek Nyek~